You're ignoring me and I feel so alone.


I'm always alone.


I hope you have fun without me.

Update:

I made a revelation last night.

I am alone. I am always going to be alone. If I were to vanish no one would care except my cats, and even then it would only be for a month or so.

But they are all I have. Me and my two cats.

And I'm going to have to be okay with that because as hard as I try that's what it came back to.

No one else cares.

Sometimes I want to stop living so that everything stops hurting.

Actually that's most of the time anymore.